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Merry Christmas!! Got a Froggie Umbrella and its cute but then the color is abit..... Well, anyway, thanks!!! Had Christmas celebration yesterday in office with 25 people. Its so fun but damm tiring. Organising this is not easy, esp there is only me and Ros who are doing it. Buying the prizes, decorating the office, wrapping the presents, blah blah. 7 more days!

Had my birthday celebration today in Vittles. Friends whom I like/love most all turn up!!! Really excited and happy. Pressie is really nothing compared to the laughter I had with them, jokes we talk about through the dinner, lame stuff where we give each other weirdo faces. Thank you to: Shirley Lishan Aston Gean Joey Xiao Wei Anna Ros Lena Shahreen Yu Xuan I really love you guys alot lah, especially some.. LOL. Anyway, thanks for coming. Thanks for giving me presents even though I say I do not need PRESENTS!! Damm happy!! Oh, and those who wanna sabo me, DAMM SUAY LOR. Cannot sabo me at all. HAHAHAHA. I am so clever!!!

Friday met up with Joey, Xiao Wei and Anna for Kbox session at Suntec. We reach the place at around 11pm and we started singing without Xiao Wei first. Ok, get into the topic. Eerie part... At 12.30am, I wanted to go toilet. I was looking at my watch because I always have this habit to just take a look at the time. So I ask around who wanna go toilet and Joey followed me. So after we finished off our business, the sensor flush automatically flushes down. While we are washing our hands, I was simply just complaining about their cleaning record because the last cleaning was done at 3pm and from that time till 12.30am, nobody cleans the toilet. The flush suction was also strong, thus I just pass a comment. Suddenly, the cubicle just flushed. I was joking telling Joey that :"Wah, it flush leh when I say flushing issue." Then I dont know why I "return" and "answer" the flush, I said:"Eh, flush again lah!", and it fucking flush again right after I said

Yeah, I am finally done with my exam. No more paper lor!! Now I am just awaiting for all the results to release. Heehee. Anyway, this is actually not the main thing I wanna share with you guys. My weekends are all burnt for a month already and it is all becos of the CGS. Well, yesterday was the CGS in Northwest area and it was held in RP. Well, going back to my poly sch does bring back lots of memories. Well, yesterday after the roadshow, my mum called me up and says that she wanna bring me to one place to see something. Her tone to me was very serious and thus I was having alot of serious thoughts on what the hell has happened and all. So when my dad come and fetch me with my aunt and my mum, I thought, OH, something is gonna happen. The moment I get into the car, my mum says that we are going to a temple, to read my facial and palm. So well, it was a Sunday and my mum gave the reason saying that there is no place that they can go and thus since they know that this particular temple i

Haha, here I am, at this late hour, totally havent start my psychology report which is due for submission on 28th Oct, which means I left only a day. Well, I just dont have the mood, I dont know why. Exams are coming, submission is so near.. Share with you guys 2 pictures of my niece. Very cute!! This is the "crying" mode she is showing. So after crying, she smile lah. HAHAHAHAHA, damm freaking cute. Love to cuddle her so so much. Grow up sure to be a beauty, LIKE HER TONG TONG AH YI here lah. AHHAHAHAHA. Well, nx picture that I wanna show is my newly bought Fossil watch. I had a hard time choosing on whether to buy Fossil or Adidas lor but in the end I choose Fossil. I guess after looking at the picture you guys who know me will know why I choose Fossil liao. HAHAHAH. Hmm, now you guys know the reason? Hahaha, firstly, it is in Orange, and its really my super fav color. BTW, December is coming guys, especially on the 18th. HAHAHAH, if you intend to buy this cute girl a press

Ever since my schools starts in July till now, hmm, yes, I do feel a little bit tired, especially when I need to go for lessons after work. Finally, my social work and psychology lessons have ended! No more lectures or tutorial, but I sincerely thank the lecturers and tutors for also taking the time to teach us right after their work, and to be frank, their lessons are very enriching and fun to attend, unlike some other lecturers or tutors, who just teach for the sake of teaching. I still have a project which I need to submit on 28th October, and exams in 9th Nov. Well, time to chiong for these 2 subjects. I realise the friends I make during uni are friends whom we only say hi and bye. It makes it as if uni life is really boring. My project in work is killing me. Me and my colleague are really trying our best to make sure it goes smoothly. I seriously want the project to end well, instead of complains and police report and blames. Well, I open another blog, www.corners-of-singapore.blo

I don't really like to have time for myself because I tend to think very far, very deep, of course, the thoughts that I have is true and it summarises my thoughts. A thought that I remember for today is "when one is very focus on one thing, they will tend to overlook many other small little things which was once important to them. Its a vicious cycle.". Well, if you think properly, its true. When I am focus on my school or work, I tend to overlook my family, my friends. I come across one recently whom is doing this now. If something happens, the "one" will come back to you again, where you are once important to them. Aiya, I am saddist. Lol, I am going to become a social worker, how can I have such thoughts! Oh, I am on my chiong mode now. Left 2 more days before my last submission of the report. Well, sometimes I also wonder why I have this kind of thoughts. Alright, time to chiong for report! I miss my grandma, badly.

Ohhh, those who know me well, pls stand and applause for I bring the blardy checklist work home! My weekend is totally totally burnt! I got no one to blame but the blardy G**T! I think I wont be accepting nor agree to work a project with one of the govt agencies. Its freaky really tough, especially when the support you get is not enough. Suddenly, I love to have school during Saturday. I just find myself been able to focus alot and understand what is going into my head. Today's lesson is abt LOVE. There are so so many things discussed. Tutor was asking me, where do I press my toothpaste and my reply to her is, just press and squeeze lor, but the fact is, I always squeeze in the middle. Hahaha. Then it happen that one of the irritating guy in class also squeezes in the middle, and at that moment, my tutor and teammates turn to look at me and of course, I give a face like, DUH, HE IS NOT MY TYPE. Hahaha, I need a boyfriend that squeezes the bottom of the toothpaste so that I can sque

Work related projects is never ending. My incoming calls is also always never ending. I had 10 missed calls from 8 different people, chasing me stuff which I really do not have time to do or response. At last, the project which me and Ros (my colleague) is looking and taking care of it finally run out. Of course, there are so so many different views on how the project should run but I am glad that Ros is thoughtful enough. Working with friends (I know Ros 5 years) is really fun. I can speak directly to what my ideas or thoughts are. Lets hope for the next 5 months, the project can run much more smoothly than expected. I am giving consultation now. Its fun to give consultation but then you still need to really provide good solutions. Of course, consultation are paid accordingly to how many toilets they want us to assess. School life is fun when you have friends. I am glad I make a few friends which is all around my age. Hahaha, I stress alot on age hor, that is because it is the fact th

Yes, I got Cookie! Not those Famous Amos Cookies, but my dog, COOKIE!! Hehehe, this name is given by my mother. Initially wanted to call her Biscuit cos her color looks like Biscuit, but then I dunno why, my mother decided to call her Cookie, and my dad pronounce it as Bookie. HAHAHAHAHA. Bought her on Tuesday and she is only 2 months old. Her birthday is on 23rd June 2009, which is exactly the same date as my best friend. So coincident... Well, she is damm hyper cos she is still a puppy. Her pee/poo is just lying around everywhere around the house. Its really really quite tedious and tiring to take care of her but to be very frank, I think I have given patience to her liao, especially my mum. She is really cute, especially when she is asleep, but hor, her ears smell damm smelly. Anyway, need some help here. Cookie has got some skin problems. Her breed is Cocker Spaniel. Those who are reading this entry, kindly if possible, tag my board and tell me how to cure or give comments. I am go

Can we have a local movie by some local people base on Time Not Enough, instead of Money Not Enough? Time is an important thing in life and if you do not have time, you wont have the money too. Time can let us do many things but it can also deprive us from doing the things we want. I have been giving a 2 days training (Theory lesson and Practical), have been trying to make sure all those who attend the training understands what I am teaching, trying to go to school for lecture (but I didnt go), doing those reports that is going to submit up REAL soon, trying to balance out my time for family, friends and of course, myself. Trying ways to make time goes slower by doing things much more faster (worst, it makes the time seems to move faster too), trying to spend the right amount of time on some stuff which I should spend on. So many things happened in the office. Am I creating trouble and does it seems like I am turning to become those people in the past? Am I grumbling too much and I sho

Well, I really do love "brocolli". Hmm, its the dog breed, border collie. Hhaha, in short its brocolli. Anyway, working and studying life sucks. I just submit my psychology report up and that whole blardy page got 6k of words. I cant believe I am actually that "lo-so". Work life is even worst. I really do not like people to step into something which I take damm long to set up, all just because she is a manager, she step in and say:"I am the in-charge." Fuck lah, in-charge then still ask me and Ros to brainstorm ideas. Still tell Ros she dont have time to really focus on the project. I am glad that I got Ros, my colleague, who is really there to work things out. Time is really tight where I dont even have enough time to do my report. I got another one more to go and submission is on the 16 August. I havent even open my MS word to save the document.. Feel abit tired to type here on what happen. Hahahah, too many things. Anyway, this is Brocolli. She damm dam

It has been a week ever since I started my degree in Unisim. Well, when I tell my friends on how shy I am in new environment, non of them believe me. I appear to be damm thick skin because you guys are my friends mah. Well, its really pathetic that the fact we go to class for the sake of degree and just to make sure we pass. Its also sad to see how people pack their bag up so fast and the moment it strike 10pm, even though the lecturer or tutor haven't finish what he/she wanted to say, they just wanna leave and no byes. Its also sad to see that during our break, no one talk to each other, everyone is on their phone, talking to someone. The saddest part is to see few matured people in my class, where its hard for me to click with them because the fact that I am 22 years old. Discussion was not done in RP manner, but it was really those kinda I MUST WIN or MY POINTS MUST BE MENTION! Aiyo, we are taking degree in Social Work leh, cant it be more relax? Well, one good thing about this

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Brand new day is awaiting for me tomorrow. Brand new Crumpler Bag in use for tomorrow. Brand new stationary and pencil case given by Shirley to be use for tomorrow. Brand new people to meet tomorrow at 7.30pm. Brand new textbook to be use in lesson tomorrow. BRAND NEW!!!! Cant wait for it tomorrow. I am a little excited to meet my classmate tomorrow but of course, to be frank, I am a little shy so... Eh, serious ok. HAHAHAH. Celebrate Shirley's birthday at her house. Bring a bunch of youth to Night Safari and share with them on how we check toilet. Went and sing ktv with Zann on Friday till 3am. So crazy right? Hahahah, but before the ktv session, had a gathering with my poly friends. So nice to see them again. Take care peeps.

Yes, my super duper cute niece shouted "Tong Tong Ah Yi!!!" the moment she saw me. She run towards me and hug my leg. So cute lor. Although she is only 2++ years old (will reach 3 once it hits Sept), and we only meet like once every few months, she still remember me. So yesterday I was at the funeral (my long distance relative passed away) with my little niece, she was almost with me throughout the whole of 5pm till 8pm. She knows how to joke, she knows how to be lame, she knows how to "gim" her eyes but with her smiley face and that 2 deep dimples. Aiyo.. She is just so cute. I WANNA SEE HER MORE!!

Hi, I am back!!! Hahaha, no lar, I am always here. Anyway, this picture just look exactly like me saying HI to you guys. Well, AT LAST, FINALLY, I WATCHED TRANSFORMER 2!!!! So nice lor. I am having some throat pain now. My mum got fever plus throat pain, I really tht it was that H1N1, given that my job is totally related to hygiene issues. I am so worried but then DONT WORRY GUYS, I NV DEVELOP ANY FEVER!!! Went Vittles with Joey and Xiao Wei on last Saturday. I guess they both love the place (hopefully). Joey was looking into going back to the place again for some beer. Its good! I love going out with friends, especially those close ones. Anyway, attend my primary-secondary school friend's wedding. Suddenly, at the age of 22 (to be exact according to birthdate), I received and heard so so so so so many people getting married. They are either my primary or secondary school mates. And of course, naturally, those who are engaged or married will tend to ask this MUST-ASK question "

Hahaha, yeah, I am having "night" dreaming now. Well, we always say that we are day dreaming, but looking at the hour now, when I am typing this post, I am talking to Shirley's husband, Aston. Hahaha, and we were discussing about something lar which lead to their wedding plan. I was telling Aston, if I am the one who is getting married, of course, the very first thing for my wedding plan to be successful is to married to an ang moh. Hmm, ok let me explain to you why is this so.. Well, as we are talking abt the wedding plan, I was telling Aston that I would like my wedding to be a Racial Harmony one. I will have my wedding on racial harmony day, with me wearing saree, having my wedding style like malays (under HDB block), and I am already a chinese, so chinese tradition is naturally there. I will hire a live band to sing English songs and my food will be a mixture of chinese (chilli crab, etc), malay (kueh pisang, mee goreng, etc), indian (nasi briyani, etc), and of course

Weekend was great because we had an early birthday celebration with Lishan yesterday at Vittles, a restaurant that is located in Sembawang Road, quite near to Chong Pang Nasi Lemak. See pictures below.. Anyway, I thank the restuarant manager lots because of the free drinks and nachos. Was really abit pai seh but anyway, really thank her. With our secondary school MT teacher. This is the plate of nachos that the manager treat us. I didnt know that the salsa was mixed with beef and I dipped about 5 times. Feel guilty when the moment I know it was mixed with beef. But nachos was REALLY GREAT, with the cheese, SUPERB!!! Was too engrossed in eating until I forget to take the picture of our food. Hope everyone enjoyed yesterday.. Went to Sentosa today and gave talk to those foreign workers. I hope I am able to give more this kinda talk because this is the only way my company can reach out to them and educate them about toilet hygiene. As you guys know, going to construction site, you will ne

My title is the same as my MSN nick and FB message. Yes, it is all about my blardy "good" and "fair" and "not bias" manager. I think it has reached the max of my tolerance level. After so many months, whatever she say, I will just listen, agree, replied ya, yes, uh, oh, ok. I guess its really her fault. Wanna know what she did? She kinda abuse her manager post to ask our office admin to went all the way down to Sim Lim just to fix her camera. Well, whether transportation are covered or not is not the issue. The main issue here is, why did a manager ask an admin to go down Sim Lim to fix her own personal camera? Of course, this is not the only issue. She ask the admin to go library and return books for her. Is this kind of action allowed? Of course, the way the manager ask her might be "Hey, are u GOING TO PASS BY ANY LIBRARY LATER?", "Hey, will it be troublesome for you to help me....?" Please lah, the admin is hired by her, so do you a

I think I had enough. Its not the first time this person speaks to me in an unappreciative attitude and bossy manner. So what if this person is the manager. Is she joking? Is she trying to be sacarstic? Is she hinting me something? (I HATE HINTS) Is she trying to test my patience? Is she trying to chase me off with those moron idiotic talks/acts? With the question been asked today, I think I find no more reason to stay on. "Zhi Tong, me and PH are wondering what you are doing?" Fuck this question, CANT THEY SEE THAT THE FIGURES ARE CLIMBING UP? I hate it when they doubt. So whats wrong if I nv go office (and the reason is because I've got tonnes of meetings outside)? I remembered telling HER before about one launch and request for her appearance. She fucking said that "ITS A WEEKEND". Its like as if NO OTs and SHE WONT WORK ON WEEKENDS. And since when advisors are free on weekdays to do some launch? Damm shit. Called back to office today and talk to the guy who

NUH!!!! They called me up today and ask if I am still interested in the job I applied last few days. Although I cant really remember it well but I said yes! It might sound as if I am despo in leaving my association. The very actual fact that I wanna leave my current association is because of MONEY. My association is always shortage of money. Staying there long term is not something feasible. Of course, another reason to leave my current association is to learn more new stuff. If I am able to get the job, I guess I can learn alot in interaction with people. If you guys know, I am going to take degree in Social Work, and after I graduate, I will need to handle lots of problematic cases. BTW, the job that NUH offers me is to actually call up patient to remind them about the outstanding amount of hosp bills. Pay not bad... Guys, pls really pray for me that I got the job ok. I really need it. Take care peeps.

Bought my Polo Ralph Lauren Polo Tee, 1 Everlast Polo, 1 Kappa Polo and the most important thing in my checklist is....................... CRUMPLER BAG!!! So happy that I got what I wanted. Although I spend quite alot today on few stuff, but hor, I really feel happy leh. I was spending together with Shirley.. Hahaha, bad friend lar.. Ask me to buy buy buy.. heeheehee.. Whenever I ask for her comments, she will say :" I DONT KNOW, UP TO YOU." When she said this, I WILL SURELY BUY MAH.. Shirley, you shld say NO, dont suit u. HAHAHAHA. Anyway, take care peeps. Will take pic of these items once I wash the polo tee up.. heehee..

Went to IMH today for some toilet meeting. While going around (or touring) to the toilets, I heard and saw some patient struggling to get free from those ties and knots, patient screaming at the top of their lungs, moaning and speaking at some weird language you never hear before. Its really upset and heart-wrenching to see patients been warded to that kind of place and despite with the care and concern from the special medical team, patients still react negatively by hurting themselves and response agitatedly. I suddenly had this thought: Mental is something that we do not have much control to it. Most of the time we know what we are doing and that is because its a normal routine in our daily lives. But killing people, hurting themselves, suicide are something it doesn't happen everyday. Once it happens, all these affect your brain by making you NOT to think well and then it turns to Mental Illness. I was "touring" around the place and when I see the ward building, I was

My dad gave me $300 of which I spend $100 on making a new spects, the rest are for my clothes and my Crumpler Bag!! So excited lar. Gonna meet Shirley next week to get those items. Met up with my unimates liao and I guess it will be a little bit tough for me to mingle ard with them. Some of them speak excellent English and if you guys know me well ah, my English is really those kind that cannot make it at all. Hahaha, but heck care lah, got 2 malay girls, I think I will mingle with them more. Thank you Gean for promising me that she will buy me a BILLABONG PENCIL BAG!!! Those big bong big bong one. Hahahahahha. Thank you Shirley for also promising that she will get me the stationary. Lishan ah, I dont know what you can buy for me liao. Hehehehehe, so happy and excited lar. Had a surprise on Friday. I went back to office and found 2 lollipops on my table. I asked my colleague who put it on my table and all said no, so I start wondering and thinking who is the person that put it on my ta

I am accepted!!! Not about having a boyfriend, but I GOT ACCEPTED BY UNISIM !! Tan Zhi Tong is officially going back to school in JULY!! I am really excited. Going back to school again, touching books again, making new friends again, project work again, feeling tired again, gonna curse and swear about school work again, another kind of "poly" life again (cos its a 3 years degree), gonna pon again, exams again.... SOOO MANY AGAIN(s)! Well friends, if you guys also feel excited for me, here are some of the things I need to buy and perhaps you guys can show support in THIS way! Heeheehee I need a new Crumpler Bag! I need a new Pencil Box! I need a new pair of Spectacles! I need a new set of Stationary! I need a new bag of clothes! I need a new nice Watch, prefably G-Shock G-9200( orange )! Hahahahahah, friends, got my hint anot? HAHAHAHHAHAHA. I always welcome these NEW stuff to me. Dont be shy to clarify with me on what I need okie! HAHHAHAHAHA. Take care peeps! I AM SOOOOOOOOO

Did something which me and Shirley thought it is sooo crazy. We went back to our "mother-school"(母校). Well, chit chat with Mr Goh and to be frank, he is still one of the best teacher I have ever met in my entire education life. In OPSS, there are only some teachers you can talk to and never need to worry about them leaking it out or take you as a topic to talk about. Saw one always ever irritating teacher and said hi and I got no choice, have to say hi. Still the same snoobish irritating disgusting teacher. So you guys might be asking now, why out of the sudden me and Shirley went back? Hahaha, IT IS BECAUSE......... She bring GiGi (god-daughter) for grooming and since I was kinda free from 1030am till 1.30pm, we decided to drop GiGi first, eat breakfast and go back to OPSS. Anyway, my workload is rapidly increasing non-stop. I can tell you guys now that I had my appointment fix until 9 of June. Tmr I am going to Marsiling for an audit because of some reasons, after that I go

Weekdays are here again. Its time to work again. Its time to give talk again. Have to work hard and hit target again. So many again... I guess my daily routine are the same and thus I got abit sian of it. Swine flu hit Malaysia and it is sure gonna reach SG very soon. Have a good rest from Friday till Sunday. Lots of ideas, lots of thoughts running through my mind. Its time to chiong for work. I NEED FIGURES!!! (for toilets)

Went airport with Joey on Sunday at freaking 11am. Had Yakun for breakfast plus popeye's mashed potato. Seriously Joey, why must we go till Changi Airport to had our Yakun.. Shld have insist to go Popeye and settle the breakfast. Haha, but with me around, our mouth can never be stop (I mean, chewing). So after the mashed potato, we went to walked around in T3 and explore the engineering side of that airport, which is well-known for using natural sunlight to brighten up the place. Well, nothing much fanciful but then I shot quite a few pictures with my A200. Hehe, share it with you guys in the next entry. So after visiting and walking around in T3, we took skytrain to T1's viewing mall and then to our surprise, the viewing mall got shrinked into half, or I shld say lesser than half of the area of the original viewing mall. Sitting down, slacking, snapping, chit chat, see planes, see bricks and metal bar (cos renovating), listen to children's screaming and crying, looking at

Yes, I appeared in Channel 8 and Channel U news for the toilet thingy again. Read ba.. http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=30510&st=dtl 新传媒新闻报道，调查显示，在国人眼中，咖啡店里的公厕最肮脏，不过干净清洁的公厕还是有的，本台记者就跟随厕所稽查员，突击被誉为本地最干净的咖啡店厕所。 结果显示，兀兰中心路这家咖啡店的厕所保住了协会颁发的三颗星，或等同于普通水平的卫生评级。 咖啡店比较难超越三星的卫生评级，这是因为使用者不负责任，和缺乏专门清洗厕所的工人。 至今本地三星级的咖啡店厕所只有六间。协会的调查显示，公众认为咖啡店的厕所最肮脏，其次是小贩中心，而最干净的公厕就在医院和政府机关。目前全国约有3万5000间公厕，协会原定明年使其中七成公厕达到三星级，但参与康乐公厕计划的公厕只有大约300间。 新加坡卫浴文化协会计划执行员陈芷彤说，“很少人知道说，新加坡卫浴文化协会有这个康乐厕所计划，教导他们怎么去保持厕所干净，其实我们也没有这个权力去逼他们参加这个计划，我们也不希望说，有反效果出现说，跟你前几个月做得很好，可是后面就开始没有保持干净。” The video link is here. http://video2.channelnewsasia.com/cnavideos/chineseplayer.asp?skin=Player1.swf&player=chineseplayer.swf&filename=xin_ch_fri01.flv Well, once again, my face... Hahahaha, seriously people, I dont really enjoy exposing myself so much ah but bo bian... Weekend is here and once again, I AM GONNA REST UNTIL I HAPPY. Tell u guys something funny (maybe not funny to u, but to me, it is). I didnt go to office today because

Yup, have been attending meetings since so many months ago and has never stop at all. I am going to give a talk again and NWRO and tomorrow Channel 8 news wanna film something about the coffeeshop, just take note on tomorrow's news. Something happened in Abu's office and seriously, I guess I can say that perhaps she never suspect me before and thats why she tell me about the theft thingy. Somebody stolen some stuff in her office. Those stuffs are desktop ram and her 2 harddisk of which, the harddisk contains all her company's important information and data. At first when she tell me about the lost item, I was suspecting another person but then Abu tell me that he is really sick and thus she thinks that it is not him. I mean, there are so many other possibilities lah because everyone holds the key to enter her office. She even put a spare key in my office for just in case she forget to bring her keys to work (she got incident of locking herself outside before, recently...).

我真的很想做可是我实在是办不到。最近所参与的会议真的足够让我快要崩溃，让我真的有种做到累，说到很想不要说的感觉。很多事根本不该是我做的可是我扛下了因为我觉得没什么好计较的。也可能是因为我扛了下来，他们就会觉得是理所坦然，不会多加去理会。 我真的做到累了，我也真的很想举起白旗投降。 最近梦到我去世的外婆。在梦里，我知道她已死可是忽然间外婆复活了。当然，在梦里的我是害怕的因为我知道她已不在了，所以梦里的我是用了命不停的跑。 到现在，如果问我最大的遗憾是什么，我会说：“我没送我的外婆最后一程”。到了现在，我真的是每天都在想着她。像昨天，我在书房里嗅到闻到熟悉的味道。我很肯定不是心理作用，不是头脑作怪，而是真的闻到。想要把看着我长大的外婆给忘掉或不去想她是件很不容易的事。我有时还得安慰我妈妈因为她是每一秒，每一分都想着外婆。当然，我知道外婆现在是在某一个角落，不管是天堂或地狱，我们真的都会再见面。 这几天我用心思考着到底该停下脚步，做份轻松的工，没压力，没人催，不需要想太多。可是每当想到钱，我就会拉自己回来，告诉自己面对现实。社会真的是一个非常残酷的战场，不是你死就是我亡，自相残杀而且还能不惜一切的毫不保留，用尽各种招数把对方敢进杀绝。我不是在比打成语，而是把现实所发生的事给打下来。最近我的工做的地方就发生了有关类似的事。我最讨厌这种卑鄙的人。 希望我能赶快熬过去。。。

SLEEPLESS NIGHT!!!! Damm, I guess I have taken TOO MUCH, EXTREMELY LOTS of caffeine today. Drank Coffeebean's Ice Blended White Chocolate Dream in the afternoon right after the assessment of Jurong Point's toilet. Met up with Mabel and had Fried Kway Tiow with Teh. So went to library and stayed there for like.... 3 hours? Nerd Mabel suggest to go Starbucks and have a coffee. If you guys know, I am a coffee-lover and so, naturally, I agree. Had Brewed Coffee with Vanilla (but there isn't any taste of vanilla) and the IMMEDIATE EFFECT OF DRINKING TOO MUCH COFFEE IS......... Damm, I am seriously awake BUT my head is spinning now. Having slight headache and I guess it is because of the caffeine. Well, my work has always involve lots of shit and urine (true, cos I check basically the whole sg toilet) and this time round, the meeting with councils and govt agencies plus some coffeeshop owners wasn't that great at all. I kena shoot and bombarded with lots of questions which ar

I am now watching Animal Planet show (Young and Wild) and I realised that my favourite animal is always the GIRAFFE !! I always love giraffe. I remembered during my art lesson (primary), I will draw giraffe. Its only until the recent years our local Singapore Zoological Garden "import" or "buy" giraffe and we have new section. Maybe I should go to Zoo one day, probably next month, to take pictures of them. My favourite color is always BLUE, BLACK AND ORANGE . Hmm, I am not sure why this color combination but these are the 3 colors I love most. My favourite food can be BEE HOON WITH FRIED EGG and CHAP CAI FAN with my Teh-O or POKKA GREEN TEA . Puurrrrfect! I can eat these EVERYDAY and never will I get sick of it. Serious! Not sure if you guys know but during my secondary school days, my breakfast will always be Bee Hoon with fried egg. I had my breakfast every morning (during sch days) and when I walk towards the stall, the auntie will naturally start to take my be

Sometimes I like to listen to oldies (be it chinese or english) and I know how to sing some of them. Listening to oldies do bring back alot of memories to me. Oldies songs are seriously so nice and smoothing which makes you relax but on the other hand, the memories came flooding back. I dont know if you guys are my era and have listen to this kinda songs before. Try listening to it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I78irEQbl44 (两颗心四行泪) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9lfo2Ghybc (試著了解) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFBRHvyRXls (溫柔的慈悲) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glC9_8Ijt9k (Reunited) I got many other oldies English songs. Wont post it all here but just wanna tell you I enjoying listening to that kinda era song. I am not old but these are some songs which I listened when I was like 2 years old? BTW, when I was about the age of 3 or so, I started singing at home when the radio are on. Its true ok. I love singing, even if I sing off tune. I guess it is also because of this reason, w

I went out with Zann yesterday with the initial intention of snapping and taking pictures around Chinatown area. So as we walk and explore after our breakfast, we saw one damm familiar board and both of us said together :" WAH, GOT PARTYWORLD LEH!!" After saying that sentence, we jaywalk and rush over to the other side and POOF, we went in to Partyworld and once again, THE PERSON THOUGHT WE ARE STUDENTS AND SO SHE WANNA SEE OUR STUDENTS CARD. Guys, please believe me, we never ask for student price. All we did was keeping quiet, asking for the rates and then out of a sudden, we are charge with student price. Perhaps it is also due to our outfit. If you guys also wanna get student price (I am age 23, Zann is 26), take a look at below for the dressing code. LOL. Haha, thats how we both dressed. Of course, like I said, our initial plan is to take pictures so wearing nice with covered shoe will never help us because we might get heat-stroke. Hahaha, so yeah, from 12pm to 4pm, we h

I am now spoilt with choices. I hate to choose. If you guys know me well, when you ask me to choose, I will always say ANYTHING, I AM OK ONE. Read the email below. Dear Applicants, We are glad to receive your application to enroll in the Bachelor of Social Work. As you have read in the papers recently, UniSIM has partnered WDA and National Council of Social Service (NCSS) to offer a Professional Conversion Programme (PCP) to train and convert new entrants into Social Workers to alleviate the manpower shortage in the sector over the next 5 years. Two programmes are offered by UniSIM under the Collaboration: § Graduate Diploma in Social Work (GDSWK) for degree holders (Linked to MSWK page) § Accelerated Bachelor of Social Work (BSWK) for non-degree holders (Linked to Accelerated BSWK page) As this PCP operates on a Place-and-Train mode, you will be employed before training commences. Once your application is approved by UniSIM, NCSS will link you up with participating com

Yes, as my title says it all. Just stop all the nonsense lah. Whoever Huixi is (the real and fake), FTCT and Liz, I think we should stop all these and dont hurt whoever is in the problem lah. I seriously dunno who are you guys but hor, typing all these in my tagboard doesnt help and will never improve the situation. And let me please announce one thing here. I AND JASMINE NEVER CONTACT FOR MONTHS LIAO AND I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WHAT THE HELL SHE IS DOING. So guys, pls stop tagging my blog for I do not want her problem to become mine (ppl do read my blog and thus they call and ask me what happened). But of course, if you guys wanna contiune to read my blog for leisure (not about Jasmine stuff), please feel free to continue and read. Thanks.

我们是为了什么而活着？是因为不想违背那自然所谓的“生命宝贵”，我们还没到终点，所以就得活下来。或者是因为我们的人生有目标，想要完成它？又或者是每一个人到了这世界，都会有一个所谓的“任务”得完成？ 有时候我在想，人生短短几十年，我们真的能做我们想做的事吗？还是我们到了这里，是在帮其他的人达到他们的目标吗？我们到底是为了什么而那么的拼搏？ 想着讲着，不知不觉我以经做了一年的工。问我学到了什么，我都不知道。。我遇见了很多人，也看见了“人心险恶”的人。有时在回家的路上，当我在搭地铁时，看着周围的人，看着他们在做什么，我都会连想起“我们那么拼是为了什么？”。在回家的路上，我们不是在听音乐，看报纸，要不然就会看到一些开着手提电脑，在那里打建盘，敢工。。。 我们，到底是为了什么而活着？

I don't know why, my recent mood is not in work nor my upcoming school days, but I want to rest. I always like to fantasize about what will I become and what will I do in the future. I think we do need this kind of fantasize thinking to keep us going, perhaps only to me. Work is always fun for me but when I get bored of it, the thoughts of "QUITTING" comes to my mind straight away. I went for my Unisim degree interview. This interviewer asked me one question. She asked :"If you are interested in social services, why are you still in Restroom Association?" Its true, guys, I am taking degree in social work, I have tried finding jobs that is related to it but to no avail. I applied and no one get back to me. How long more should I stay in this association? I feel tired because I am literally doing everything. I am sick and tired of politics and my manager make me feel unwelcomed to work. Her eyes is always fixed on us and this is irritating. How long more? Planning

Damm the weather, damm the toilets, damm myself... I am always sick and once I fall sick, these 3 main illness will come to me. Cough, Flu and Fever!!! Ok, nvm about getting these 3 illnesses. Whenever I consume the medication, my stomach seems not to be able to take the power of the medication and right now, I am having gastric pain. Damm! Whats wrong with me? I NEED A WEEK OF REST!!!!! WITHOUT TOUCHING, SEEING, CHECKING, TALKING ABOUT TOILETS!!!! I dont care, gonna take one week off after the SPC audit.

Well, no matter where we go, what we do, who we are, we are always involved in politics. Social politics, office politics, ideology politics, personality politics... You name it, each and everyone of it has politics. We always have different views and thinking towards certain things. No one can be perfect in this world, so we shouldn't ask people to change and become the perfectionist we want but we can encourage, we can remind, we can tell, we can talk... There are many ways to it, but not to force the people to change. I am now in the "cyclone" politics, where everything goes round and round. In real life cyclone, things that got suck up spin round and round INTERNALLY and each stuff that got sucked up tend to hit each other unknowingly. When things got sucked up, they have got no choice but to spin together with other stuff and there is no way that the things can get out UNLESS the cyclone are gone. Who created the cyclone? Nature right? But we have cyclone because of

Well, it was all because of the SMU project. Well, this project is really fun and working with them, especially when one of the teammates are actually my poly friend, make the project worth the time spending. http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/415275/1/.html This is the news that appeared in CNA's webby. Well, one mistake.. THEY SPELLED MY NAME WRONGLY!!! MY NAME IS TAN ZHI TONG, NOT TAN ZHI TENG!!! Anyway, nvm about that. But out of so many names, why Tan Zhi Teng??!! Lol.. If I got the video, I will load it up here. I look so fat in the video. Serious man. Like what others said, tv are fake. Meaning, although I appear to be fat in the tv, but in actual fact, I AM NOT FAT!! Hahahahaha, joking.. Take care peeps.

I was at East Coast giving training to NParks but it ended early and my next meeting was at Central RO, 3pm. From 11.30am until 2pm, I did nothing but stare at the sea and people around me. I like this kinda life. I have time for myself, to think thoroughly what I want, what the hell am I doing now, why am I here, what leads me here, what am I suppose to do, how should I continue, etc.. I started thinking about my primary school life, which leads me to think about my secondary school life, and it leads me to think about those past (be it happiness or unhappiness stuff). I start to think about what am I doing now. I believe some of you guys might have been through this kinda feeling before, where you think and think too much until sometimes you will ask yourself this question, "why am I here for? Who am I?" It will only last a few seconds and within that seconds, you will be back to reality. Our life is something we do not have control. Maybe certain areas are under our contro

Well, this month is gonna be REALLY REALLY REALLY busy for me. SPC toilet check is coming up, I need to plan the route. Giving training, talks, assembly/workshop... Meet up with Joey and Xiaowei last Sunday for our cycling session and I am all burnt now. As you guys know, these few days has been a heavy raining season but I told Joey, if she were to go out with me, IT WILL NEVER RAIN. True enough, the sun was in "good working condition", heating and burning us up.. Hahaha. See pictures below.. I really love spending time with them, where the 3 of us are really truly relaxed and enjoy each companion. Well, so thats what I did last Sunday. Oh, just to share with you all. I work last Saturday. TAN ZHI TONG WORKED LAST SATURDAY UNTIL 5PM. Hahaha, cannot believe it right? I also cant believe that I am so hardworking enough to work OT. Got no choice, have to do it. So Sunday, after cycling session, off I went with Joey to AMK and eat dinner plus to collect the caricature drawing