Japan 2017
Sitting in Uedo Park, beside Tokyo National Museum. Had alot of thoughts running through my brain. Friendship with this 姐姐 has gotten worst over the months which resulted me into getting panic attack. Was diagnosed with it and I am currently on medication. What else can a friend do to you? I tried working it out with her but she is just so shut towards it. I am so tired that I wish she can be totally erase in my memories. Travel was suppose to be fun but how irony it is at how much a person can does that damage to you. You just simply have no mood. You just simply know it's not gonna be the same again anymore. I am 31 this year, what have I done? This whole thing is a mess. Everything with this 姐姐 is a mess. I am in a mess myself. Just tired. Hope I can really enjoy my holiday.