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I should have listen to Abu advise of not quitting. I should have listen to my mum too. I should have trust myself that I can never be on time to work and should just stick to the job that I seriously love doing it. I should have not quit because of money. I should have choose the freedom I have instead of getting ppl stalking at me on what time I reach office. I should have consider carefully before making the decision.. Its too late now. I get it again. Everybody seems to be complaining abt my lateness. Then, to those who complain or gossip abt it, why are u guys doing so? You wanna talk abt fairness? There is nothing fair at all in this whole wide world. I am sick and seriously very tired abt all these. I already feel lethargic by not using my brain to work. I am seriously in hatred towards the job I am doing now. I dont give a damm on how ppl think abt me. I dont care abt the ranking. I do my job, I complete it and I give it to you. I wanna leave and I am leaving before December. C

I cant help to think that my father is useless and this actually lead me to have the thoughts of not wanting to get married. I am broke and tomorrow is my check up day. I know that my pay will come in tomorrow and thus I dont intend to use my mum's money. Just few mins ago, she come into my room and ask me to take her card and pay. The conversation between me and Joey today popped out in my brain. She said that she envy friends with good parents. Yeah, I do too. I had got a caring mum and a useless dad. I cant help but to think that my mum is suffering all her life. Her only current enjoyment is to sleep till late afternoon, wake up and watch SCV channels. I am glad that I subscribe that to her because I think she will get so bored at home. I cant help but to think that for my 24 years of life, all my education fees are paid by my mum, which makes me realise how useless my dad is. I cant help but to think that my mum is always the one protecting the family, not my dad. I just reali

I set up a twitter account all thanks to Joey Ang. She asked me a few times in setting up a tweet account because I had the data plan. Oh guys, I have bought Samsung Galaxy S. Seriously, its like a duplicate of Iphone. Those who have seen my phone before totally agree to it. The best part is, the packaging is also very iphone"y" packed. I am starting to like Andriod system (although I would still prefer Windows Mobile). Friday had a small meeting in CCK ITE. Its after months since I had meetings. I miss having meetings, debating, talking and discussing, share points and views and many more. Meetings had our minds keep thinking about solutions. The one I had on Friday wasnt a good one at all. I am not a professional or what, but there are rules in meeting. I just feel that the meeting is redundant, useless. I had to be restricted because of the rank I am having now. I hate the fact that people can only voice out when you have higher ranks. I hate the fact that no matter how cr

Took off on Friday. My intention for the day is to had breakfast with Abu, and then proceed to school to settle my sch fees as well as to clear my doubts on the CGPA, and then off to my photography session (with an intention of taking just black and white picture). Well, the weather wasnt very good at all and thus, photography session had to cancel off. Meet Abu 8am in her office for breakfast. She was painting her office so yeah, she is my Abu lor, what I can help and do I will surely help her , and that explains why I leave her office at 2pm (because of those painting, esp the highest part, near to ceiling). School didnt really clear my doubts but overall, to sum it up, I CANNOT DROP THE SUBJECT AND I HAVE TO PASS THE MINIMUM CGPA. Abu was also wondering about the part of paying $53.50 just to have the paper review again. Well, I am not going to spend the money again in reviewing because for sure it doesnt help at all. So well, went back to Abu's office and reach there ard 6pm to