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Well, my weekends has always been a boring one. Nobody to ask me out, nothing to do at home(but to online), no programmes on tv to watch, no movies to catch, nothing... I am used to this kinda life. Well, alot of things happened this week. Lazy to type out here too but overall, still under my control, able to manage it. Still kinda stress but I think I am much more better than last week. I think last week was the real STRESS OUT me. FYP is killing me actually. Its killing alot of my brain cells. Trying to make sure I can take all this stress. Well, coping well. UTs are coming soon and I really need to study and prepare. I want my GPA to hit 3. Maybe it will be hard, but no matter what, I am determined to do it. I am worried about my future and everything. Another 10 more months, I am going to graduate from RP. Well, what can I exactly do after I graduate? Kind of phobia... Hopefully I will do well in my studies ok.. Pray for me. Anyway, BRIAN TAN, U DONT NEED TO BONJOUR ME LAH, I wanna

I feel so inferior recently. Many of my friends beside me got into universities and their results are good. So when is my good results coming to me? I really wanna work hard for it. I am stress but I want to have good results. I want a good future and all but all these are not going to be an easy task. Had FYP meeting today and the 3 of us never do a single thing 'cause we are simply tired then we decided to just go home and rest first. Haha, so united sia.. Once again, I got this thinking that I will be single for my life. Dammit rite? I mean, I always think this way lar. Just how to stop to think this way? Hmm... I want a better life. Not in terms of money, but other stuff. I WANT A BETTER LIFE!

Well, school is fun, but it will be better if friends are around with you, going to school and all.. I am still sick of it, sick of going to school alone, eat alone walk back home alone. A friend told me that I must get use to it and she told me of herself been alone. I told her straight off alot of things and I guess I make her upset about it. Sorry girl, but I am seriously stress, seriously don't like the feeling of being alone, I am not like you. But anyway, we sorted it out and you are still my friend ok. Sorry for those harsh sms I have been sending to you but I wasn't in the right form of me. Until now, I am still abit stress. Have been trying to find ways to kill the stress but I simply can't. Guess because alot of sudden change in my environment that makes me cannot take it. I dunno what I did, my FYP supervisor just not friendly to my team. All my life now is go to school in the morning, FYP, go back home. Its repeating everyday and I get sick and tired of it. Alot

Well, I am having diarrhea now and it has been with me since yesterday afternoon. I think in total, I run to the toilet like 20 times in 2 days time. I take medicine liao but its still not doing good. Anyway, my weekend life is so boring. I finished my Use Case Diagram drawing in my laptop. Well, I have to think what is next and what we should do now. I am stress ok. I am sick of been alone and thanks Shirley for coming down to school and find me to have lunch with me. I really appreciate this kind of gesture. Please, take care of yourself and don't get sick lah. Sibei weak. Anyway, whatever is your decision, I will seriously support you. *Hugz* Ok, Thursday and Friday was a bad day for me. Alot of things happened and I got fed up. I think I need to reduce my stress abit. Do anyone know how to reduce it?? My cute niece. I think she enjoy doing this. For your info, my niece is in white, yes, she is A GIRL and see lah, so naughty but I love her, I think my mum love her most.

I watch movie alone. I eat alone in school. I go to school alone. Everything is alone. Damm fuk up. I am damm pissed off. Aim for an A grade, I got B. F*** F*** F***!!!!!

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Going back to school is really fun and I love meeting new friends. Well, I must say, my class is really good. All girls(drool)... hahaha, anyway, alot of chinese girls and all of them look friendly. My first module I had today was Consumer Physcology. Well, I got a very fun loving teacher and she is really good. I think I can know what SBK is gonna think abt it again. Well, she MAYBE the next one. LOL. Well, a guy added me in friendster yesterday and I must say, his reaction and all are big for no reason. I am so damm lazy to type it out here. Will tell u guys more about it when I got the time to meet up alright. I wanna watch horror movie leh, JASMINE ANG MIN MIN, WHERE ARE U? I am so tired right now, will be going to sleep now. People, take care and seriously, I wanna work hard in my FYP as well as my school's module. I really wanna have roll of honours for 2 semester so please pray for me. I really wanna make my parents as well as my mentor proud lah. It will be tough for me but

I don't know if my wearing have impressed anyone but I have impressed myself and seriously, I seldom, or NEVER wear that kinda formal wearing unless its some big occasion. Well, yesterday wasn't a big occasion but its just my secondary school speech day. Because of this, I went and cut my hair, bought a raoul shirt and high heel. I am not trying to show off lah, its just that buying all these stuff will make me think that I am safe. Safe as in I am prepared and all 'cause I kinda wanna tell those teachers that I HAVE CHANGED. I think they still got the "zhitong is still rude, still that playful, still hair messy" that kinda thinking. Well, took alot of pictures and I really enjoyed myself yesterday. Thanks to Aston(Shirley's bf), we sat his car home and I reach home at around 1.30am. After the concert ended, the 9 of us went to Boat Quay's TCC and had a drink. That 9 are SBK, Aston, Winnie Tan, Joan Gan aka Mrs Chua, Daniel Chua, Ms Wendy Lee(sec sch musi

Well, as you all can see the timing of my entry, its now 2.42am and I really can't sleep. First of all, I meet up with Brian to go IKEA at Tampiness. He bought what he needed and I ate what I wanted and after all this, we still left some time, so we decided to go COURTS for awhile to see those eletronics stuff and IT gadgets. Well, I must say, both that place are really big and I think if you wanna go GIANT too, I suggest you will need a whole day to shop that 3 places. Just now my mummy called me from Hainan and seriously, she ask me to buy 2 early tickets for her and my aunt to come back fast. I think something serious happened at there. I ask her through the phone, she doesn't wanna tell me. Kinda worried now and this is also the reason why I am still so wide awake. Meet up with Jasmine on Wednesday and we went Orchard area. She told me something funny. She always got this problem. Around her lips, there will be this itch part and it will be swollen. I asked her before wh

Yesterday, my damm fucking clever dad decided to bring this China man backed home to stay. Last week, I already told him NOT to bring him back and I stated my reasons clearly. Things like bringing a man back you should know jolly well. My house got my maid and me. And if that man claim to be rich and is a businessman, why dont he stay in better hotel rather than our house and sleep on the floor? I mean, all this actions are contradicting. Dont tell him he dont wanna spend this kinda money. Then why is he here with all the US money and yet my dad still have to give him 500 bucks. I was damm angry yesterday and I just give sacarstic comments on what the so called "businessman" wanna do in Singapore. I just totally shut his mouth up with my damm directness and told him off that Singaporeans only buy REAL STUFF, NOT FAKE OR IMITATION ITEM. He went mute and dont know what to say. A china man who said he know how to speak English. I purposely speak very fast and HE CANT CATCH A WOR

Well, meet Lishan at around 5pm at Raffles City. I told myself that I die die have to buy that long sleeve shirt that I have been thinking and dreaming for days and YES, I bought it at this shop name RAOUL. Hmm, I saw the shirt that I wanted and please dont ask me how much it cost ok cause I kinda regret liao. I always got this feeling when I buy something I like, at the end of the day, I will think again whether is it worth buying.. Taking out my POSB card is painful and its making my heart bleeding when they swipe it. I hope the style that I want does suit me and I still got jeans and high heel havent buy yet. I still need to trim and rebond my fringe this coming friday.. Haha, all this is because of this coming Saturday. Wanna impress someone lah.. SBK u know lah, maybe that someone will turn up and you may never know.. lol. Ok, tmr swimming and hopefully I can get my high heel tmr. See ya ppl..

Recently I am not myself. I am sorry if I just flare up or give attitude. I am stress, depress, emo, sad because of things like FYP. I know this thing hasn't officially start yet but the project is running around in my mind. I keep asking myself whether I can finish it on time anot, will it affect my grades, will I end up be the one who never contribute to the team. Maybe I am thinking too much and all this thinking causes me to can't really sleep at night and it seems like I am really having sleeping disorder. Maybe due to the stress. I tht I was in depression state. Other than this, I get very affected when this particular person tell me certain things that I tht this person won't say. What this person used to prove to me suddenly seems all useless. I just can't think that this person is not been truth to me. I am just thinking too much. Maybe I should be more auto, shldn't bother anymore and treat each other as friends. SBK, can I just said it out to this person?

Ok, the above is an old pic and u can see from the date. Ok, we had gathering today.. Well, I think as usual we do alot of chit chat.. I dunno if it is obvious but my dark rings are getting worst. Its like 3 days I never had proper sleep. I am thinking alot of things. Ok, I admit here ok, I am thinking abt my FYP, my relationship, my school work, money and some family issue. Ms Tan aka Winnie said I am treating my admirer very nice but do my admirer know? I am trying very hard but maybe like what SBK said, it wont work out. I am tired of trying because my admirer will never know that actually deep down in my heart I already admired like months. Above all stated, some can be solve, some cant and I know my limit. I think I seriously going to break down soon. Anyway, Happy Birthday to RUKI. Hopefully tmr will be a fun day. (my another sis*)

I only manage to sleep 2 hours from this morning 7am until 9am. I must say, I dunno what's wrong with me. FYP meeting was held at 10am and overall, it makes me worried. I am just too tired to think about it. Pardon me to scold vulgar here. Just simply sucks and I seriously hope FYP faster get fucked off from me. I sense the stress. Its damm alot of things to do... DAMM ALOT.

Today, well, as usual, I sleep until 2pm and seriously, I dont know why I sleep until so late. The moment I wake up, I thought its only 11am plus but then when I check out the time on my PDA, I kinda shock man. Ok, after washing up myself, I wait for 5pm to come so that I can meet Ang Min Min to eat dinner as well as watching movie. Well, we had our dinner at one coffeeshop near Yishun MRT. We ordered quite alot and it cost only $7.50. Haha, we had duck rice with tofu and egg. Then ah, becos the time to movie is still long, we decided to go bowling for awhile. Wah, me and her got strike and spare lo. Haha, but still, she is lousy, she lost to me. Lol. Now my whole right hand is severely in pain. I just dont have the energy to move my hand. Ok, we watched Forest of Death at Causeway point and after that movie we went and took neoprints. Haha, I must say, I LOOK CUTE! Lol. Anyway, tmr is my first FYP meeting. Hope everything turns out well and we can move on smoothly. Now my mind is floo

Well, yesterday was really an enjoyable day for me as well as those who attended Shi Ling 21st birthday party. It was held at a damm unique place, under block. Although its sad to see only a few of the 5B2s turn up, but still, me, Lee Hoon, Ruki, Azhar, Freddy, Chrispher, Fang Ying came and turn up to wish her. Hopefully she enjoy the celebration with us. So after the buffet, which is around 5pm plus only, the 7 of us went to Causeway point and took this picture.(below) Just cute rite?? Lol, I seriously love them all. Tell me, who can still keep in touch with their sec sch frens, esp those who were same class with you from sec 3 to 5. I am proud that every single one of us still keep in touch with others and we know whats going on among them. I think the 7 of us really simply enjoying taking all this neoprints. Haha. Ok, today, by right or by left, I should meet up with Shirley to have our badminton session at RP. Thanks to her interview, she last minute cant make it and so, I ask one