我的心真的受伤了。
此刻的心情，只有一首歌能形容，那就是张学友的“我真的受伤了”。 这一连串的“惊喜”真的把我从高处上用力拉了下来。我起初以为是我胡斯乱想，不过当我和一位朋友请教了之后，我才发觉到，原来我的胡斯乱想是对的。
可能打从一开始我就不应该喜欢你因为我知道这一定会是一个不会成功的r/s.
After a year, our friendships are getting further and further away. Contacting you is so hard. Asking you out is even harder. Talking to you on the phone seems impossible and now, after what I have deduce, it seems to me that you are kinda busy with another person. When I asked, why didn't you tell me? When I need you to clarify, why didn't you do so? I don't know if you feel or you can see how I treated you, its so different lar. You know, I actually do need a clarification from you. Be it as a friend status or admirer. I am so tired because I know this won't happen yet I am still waiting for a miracle. I am actually waiting for you to say that you are in a r/s because only this words that comes from you can then truly kill my heart. I do not want to wait till I know and found out myself because it is so different from you telling me rather than I find out.
SBK, HOW? 我真的很sian。I am forever waiting for something that will never happen you know. I wanna get out of it. I mean, all this while maybe you all think I am joking, but seriously, I can never forget it lah. If one day, I were to blog the name out and everything, I guess I am ready to face the consequences of the issue. But for now, I still cant do it leh.
有时候真的真的很想讲出来，可是一想到后果，这真的是一可玩不起的冲动。如果我玩的起的话，我看我现在就不会在这里烦恼这些东西。
Of course, I am still carrying some hope that all those which I assume and somehow is right info are actually wrong. Ok, I am not emo, I just wanna typed this out. Maybe I should start using wordpress because the entry can be password protected and then I can really spill the beans outta my mouth and this will make me happier.
可能打从一开始我就不应该喜欢你因为我知道这一定会是一个不会成功的r/s.
After a year, our friendships are getting further and further away. Contacting you is so hard. Asking you out is even harder. Talking to you on the phone seems impossible and now, after what I have deduce, it seems to me that you are kinda busy with another person. When I asked, why didn't you tell me? When I need you to clarify, why didn't you do so? I don't know if you feel or you can see how I treated you, its so different lar. You know, I actually do need a clarification from you. Be it as a friend status or admirer. I am so tired because I know this won't happen yet I am still waiting for a miracle. I am actually waiting for you to say that you are in a r/s because only this words that comes from you can then truly kill my heart. I do not want to wait till I know and found out myself because it is so different from you telling me rather than I find out.
SBK, HOW? 我真的很sian。I am forever waiting for something that will never happen you know. I wanna get out of it. I mean, all this while maybe you all think I am joking, but seriously, I can never forget it lah. If one day, I were to blog the name out and everything, I guess I am ready to face the consequences of the issue. But for now, I still cant do it leh.
有时候真的真的很想讲出来，可是一想到后果，这真的是一可玩不起的冲动。如果我玩的起的话，我看我现在就不会在这里烦恼这些东西。
Of course, I am still carrying some hope that all those which I assume and somehow is right info are actually wrong. Ok, I am not emo, I just wanna typed this out. Maybe I should start using wordpress because the entry can be password protected and then I can really spill the beans outta my mouth and this will make me happier.
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