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Yesterday night, at around 11pm, my family reached the Choa Chu Kang Cemetry, eagerly and happily waiting to see and of course, well prepared and ready to see my grandfather in the state that we assume he should be in, and get cremated. All these while I imagined that the coffin will rot because it wasnt a good coffin, I mean, in terms of the quality and the era when it was manufactured (he passed away in 2001), with at least 10 years, it should be a good reason for it to rot, so when the workers have dug the hole, which was exactly the hole for a whole coffin to come out, what we saw really WOWed us. The coffin did not went into the process of rotting, instead, it looks perfectly fine. The colours remain the same, what was buried down remains the same, of course, because of the rainy weather yesterday and because it wasnt buried deep down, there are water in the pit. So, when all of us reached and saw that the coffin did not rot, we do feel alittle uneasy. So we are now all ready for ...

I was randomly clicking through those past blog entries that I have typed.. A few I came across are entries that I questioned myself on what my future will be.. Majority of the post are related to school life in RP. I am glad that ever since I graduate in Apr 2008, I have been working non stop and I seriously got the job that I always wanted to try out. U know, at times, you just wanna try your luck in finding new jobs by sending lots of resume out. It doesnt matter if it is suitable to you, but of course, the salary plays a part. So if you found few that you think you fit into the category, you will just email them. But when you are looking through in finding a "real" job that you will enjoy, when you found one and you send the email out, somehow, seriously, I DO GET THE JOB that I emailed with a heavy heart. Its a heavy heart because I seriously do not want to miss this job out at all and would want to try it out. I am glad that throughout the 4 years of my career, I have n...

Had some money issues recently.. I never felt so tighten up before. I dont anyhow spent my money but it seems that it is always never enough. Bills, loans, allowances, insurances.. Work has been good recently. Its not getting better but definitely its improving bit by bit. Mum's eyes condition is getting worst day by day. Sometimes I question myself, how much should I be earning at this age of mine? Because of my mum's condition, I realise, there are really alot of things that needs money to solve the problem. If I am rich or I have high earning power, I can send her to private hospital to have a thorough check up, instead of going to government hospitals which gave her answers like "You have this eye problem ever since you are born", "There is no cure".. Brought her to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for an eye check recommended by Shirley's FIL. To be honest, I am surprised by the student. He is good. Whatever he suspected before the start of the check, it was t...

Happy 2012!! No new resolution but I know 2012 will be really brand new year, with brand new job, and brand new challenges! In fact, I am waiting eagerly for the challenges. I really want to know where is my limit of been a social worker. Chinese New Year is also around the corner. I havent even buy any new year stuff. But oh wells, I think my family is also not the type where we will really celebrate new year. For this year, I wanna go Korea and/or Taiwan again. Need a break man.. Take care peeps

空气中的气味, 熟悉的罗厘引擎声, 老人的背景, 来来往往的人, 吹着的自然风。这些都让我回味和钩起好多的回意。空气的味道就让我回想起懒洋洋的童年下午。我会在我婆婆家, 睡着午觉, 起来时就会有每个傍晚电视播的 Wheel of Fortune, 然后就会有婆婆煮的晚餐, 包含了鱼, 菜, 肉和汤。熟悉的罗厘引擎声是在我常要入眠或是睡得快醒时都会常听到的。会听到这些是因为婆婆住在二楼,然后我所睡的地方不是客厅就是房间。而这两个地方都面对着超繁忙的马路,所以自然的就会听到这些我们常说的 '喳音'。 I want to go back to the past.

Oh yeah, I have tonnes of resolutions for the coming year. That will be getting rid of my blardy fats, get my car license (I presume I shld be alittle debt free), find a new job that is able to tie in with my 6 months of attachment and travel again!! Ohhhhh, not very excited about the coming year because it simply means I am getting older, and parents are getting older too. Work hasnt been that bad recently.. Like I said earlier, all I need is time to learn. Of course, as and when I still do get "warnings" which I do find those warnings ridiculous. I find it no meaning at all. In any workplace, it is good to practice give and take. Never to always take from us but never give anything back. Its a very reality thingy. You demand something and take from us, we do expect a return, any form of return. So practising give and take is good and in a workplace, we shldnt be that calculative. It just gets on my nerves whenever people are calculative and are demanding. Anyways, the fr...

I had this weird feeling ever since I come back from Taiwan. I feel that my life has been missing something. Its hard to explain it using words or even by verbal. I just sense that prolly the thoughts I had in Taiwan will come true. After I came back, I also realise that the life here are so fast pace. A week of life in slow pace mode, all I see in Taiwan was enjoyment in their work and life. I realised I complain alot on how bad my jobs are previously (on all the jobs I am in). I mean, everyone do confirm 101% complained but what I saw in Taiwan was a different story. A 'welcome' from the staff in 7-11 is so uncommon in Singapore, whereas in Taiwan, it is so common and it seems like a must to do it. People are friendly and helpful, in fact, too friendly and I was taken aback. I love the weather, people, places, sights, things, food, shops, streets... Give me a year more, once I graduate, I will seriously take a month's break to enjoy life. Have been rushing too much in my ...