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Had a few great moments with JARZ. Hahahaha, you guys know who u are! LOL. Had crab feast and after that, I seriously fall sick. In fact, I am sick right now.. Having flu and cough, which gives me throat pain already and the phlegm is so thick and yellow. Well, my brother went and visit John's mother today. She actually told my brother that he died because of suicide. He swallowed near to 90 different pills and lock himself in the room, with his radio playing loudly and thus the mother did not know what happened in the room. Well, he choose to suicide because of relationship. Poor boy.. Guys and Girls, to those who reads my blog. There are always problems, and if there are problems, it will always have solutions to whatever problems it is. Take care peeps.

I was really super sad when I heard from my brother that John had died. He is my brother's friend since secondary school. My impression of him is strong because he is really the second, or perhaps I should say, that few who will address me as Jie Jie. And the way he address me is not the sake of doing so, but its like real Jie Jie. While typing this my tears has already well up. I find it a pity that at such a young age (19 years old), he died without really living a life. I heard from my brother that although he is the only child at home, his parents make him sleep in the toilet, his parents are always asking him for money, which was why there was a time where he wanted to suicide, my brother was there and decided to help him by lending him $100. Until now, he still havent return the money, nor will he be able to return the money because he is going to become ashes tomorrow. You know, its like... He is totally like a little brother to me. Sometimes when I talk to him, I would just...

While I was walking back from the station just now, some thoughts just came through my mind. I wanna say... The damage has done and the relationship between these both parties have been hurt, which can never be the same like the past again. Live with it, carry on with our lives and perhaps its time to really let go this relationship. No no no, I am not in any relationship, I think this is my thoughts after some stuff happened few months ago. Recently my dad starts to worried about me of not having a bf and the thoughts of not wanting to get married. He said:"Friends can never always be friends. Even your best friend will soon forget you because they have their own family. The day you die, you will die alone, and this makes me damm worried." Yeah yeah, this is true, I know... And now, he is in a team together with my mum, nagging abt my relationship life almost everyday. This makes me feel upset, not because of me going to be single, but my parents having such thoughts. What s...

Yeah, first day of Year 2011 is just a normal day for me. Slept till 3pm, wake up and had my brunch. Slacked at home till 5pm plus and out of a sudden, I think it was my sitting posture, I sprained my neck. I am still having problem turning to my right now. The pain in the neck near the shoulder is really irritating. I seriously dont know whats wrong with my body. I am not sure if my dislocation in the shoulder results me of having backache, especially on the right. Had my afternoon nap from 6pm plus till 8pm, went out and had dinner with family. Oh, and now thanks to SCV, we have got free channels to watch so at least it is not that boring. 2010 passed so fast.. Now is 2011. What is my resolution? Ok for once, I am seriously going to take my license and pass. 2nd is to slim down and cut my blardy hair with a new hairstyle. 3rd is to study well and pass. 4th is to change a new job. Okay, I have only got 4 resolution, not greedy right? Hahahahaha. Happy 2011!!

Had 2 months bonus, and this is nothing to hide because the government had already announced. I am not going to share the amount here lah but its quite a shocking amount. As in, I nv thought I would get that much. Well, I would just wanna share something here. I think there are times where you wanna do something, anything la, you just simply want to feel comfortable. Like eating the same food everyday, it makes me feel comfy. Wearing damm slack makes me feel comfy. Talking to friends about everything makes me feel comfy. Staying at home and rot makes me feel comfy. I think there is always a limit in each and every individual person in what they can do. I am not out-going, thus when doing something that is adventourous, I tend to shrink. Anyway, I am glad I talk to Joey about everything on what I feel and its a release lah. Its like puking everything out to make you feel comfy. Waiting for 15 December, then 17, then 25, then 1st Jan. December will be a fun one, a super fun one. Take car...

Well, I wanna blog the dreams down so that I can recall it from here. Seriously guys, my memory is getting worst. Its really short term memory. I dont know what happen. Anyway, I had 2 weird dreams today. The first dream I had happened in prison and subordinate court. I dreamt that this lady, in the 40s had slaughtered this man. She was a mistress to this man because in my dream, the man's parents (both in age late 60s near early 70s) were crying when they are talking to me with another police officer. The man's wife was standing behind, trying not to cut into the conversation between the parents and us. The wife had a sister and the sister was trying her best to calm the wife down. I think it was a weird dream because I can remember it so clearly and the dream has colors. Well, the mistress (the one who slaughtered the man) ask to talk to me and the police officer. She then pass me something and she wants me to help her seek forgiveness from the man's family, which she had...

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