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I don't know why, my recent mood is not in work nor my upcoming school days, but I want to rest. I always like to fantasize about what will I become and what will I do in the future. I think we do need this kind of fantasize thinking to keep us going, perhaps only to me. Work is always fun for me but when I get bored of it, the thoughts of "QUITTING" comes to my mind straight away. I went for my Unisim degree interview. This interviewer asked me one question. She asked :"If you are interested in social services, why are you still in Restroom Association?" Its true, guys, I am taking degree in social work, I have tried finding jobs that is related to it but to no avail. I applied and no one get back to me. How long more should I stay in this association? I feel tired because I am literally doing everything. I am sick and tired of politics and my manager make me feel unwelcomed to work. Her eyes is always fixed on us and this is irritating. How long more? Planning...

Damm the weather, damm the toilets, damm myself... I am always sick and once I fall sick, these 3 main illness will come to me. Cough, Flu and Fever!!! Ok, nvm about getting these 3 illnesses. Whenever I consume the medication, my stomach seems not to be able to take the power of the medication and right now, I am having gastric pain. Damm! Whats wrong with me? I NEED A WEEK OF REST!!!!! WITHOUT TOUCHING, SEEING, CHECKING, TALKING ABOUT TOILETS!!!! I dont care, gonna take one week off after the SPC audit.

Well, no matter where we go, what we do, who we are, we are always involved in politics. Social politics, office politics, ideology politics, personality politics... You name it, each and everyone of it has politics. We always have different views and thinking towards certain things. No one can be perfect in this world, so we shouldn't ask people to change and become the perfectionist we want but we can encourage, we can remind, we can tell, we can talk... There are many ways to it, but not to force the people to change. I am now in the "cyclone" politics, where everything goes round and round. In real life cyclone, things that got suck up spin round and round INTERNALLY and each stuff that got sucked up tend to hit each other unknowingly. When things got sucked up, they have got no choice but to spin together with other stuff and there is no way that the things can get out UNLESS the cyclone are gone. Who created the cyclone? Nature right? But we have cyclone because of ...

Well, it was all because of the SMU project. Well, this project is really fun and working with them, especially when one of the teammates are actually my poly friend, make the project worth the time spending. http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/415275/1/.html This is the news that appeared in CNA's webby. Well, one mistake.. THEY SPELLED MY NAME WRONGLY!!! MY NAME IS TAN ZHI TONG, NOT TAN ZHI TENG!!! Anyway, nvm about that. But out of so many names, why Tan Zhi Teng??!! Lol.. If I got the video, I will load it up here. I look so fat in the video. Serious man. Like what others said, tv are fake. Meaning, although I appear to be fat in the tv, but in actual fact, I AM NOT FAT!! Hahahahaha, joking.. Take care peeps.

I was at East Coast giving training to NParks but it ended early and my next meeting was at Central RO, 3pm. From 11.30am until 2pm, I did nothing but stare at the sea and people around me. I like this kinda life. I have time for myself, to think thoroughly what I want, what the hell am I doing now, why am I here, what leads me here, what am I suppose to do, how should I continue, etc.. I started thinking about my primary school life, which leads me to think about my secondary school life, and it leads me to think about those past (be it happiness or unhappiness stuff). I start to think about what am I doing now. I believe some of you guys might have been through this kinda feeling before, where you think and think too much until sometimes you will ask yourself this question, "why am I here for? Who am I?" It will only last a few seconds and within that seconds, you will be back to reality. Our life is something we do not have control. Maybe certain areas are under our contro...

Well, this month is gonna be REALLY REALLY REALLY busy for me. SPC toilet check is coming up, I need to plan the route. Giving training, talks, assembly/workshop... Meet up with Joey and Xiaowei last Sunday for our cycling session and I am all burnt now. As you guys know, these few days has been a heavy raining season but I told Joey, if she were to go out with me, IT WILL NEVER RAIN. True enough, the sun was in "good working condition", heating and burning us up.. Hahaha. See pictures below.. I really love spending time with them, where the 3 of us are really truly relaxed and enjoy each companion. Well, so thats what I did last Sunday. Oh, just to share with you all. I work last Saturday. TAN ZHI TONG WORKED LAST SATURDAY UNTIL 5PM. Hahaha, cannot believe it right? I also cant believe that I am so hardworking enough to work OT. Got no choice, have to do it. So Sunday, after cycling session, off I went with Joey to AMK and eat dinner plus to collect the caricature drawing...

Yeah, as title says it all, I am gonna talk about manager, especially my new manager. Previously, before becoming a manager, she was ok with taking comments and ok with some stuff, but the moment she got back and also got promoted to manager, she changed. Telling all of us to change our email signatures to be the same where she can actually say it last time but she never, telling us to do stuff which she can actually do it and its as if she is damm busy with that one blardy budget, wanted to change name card design but got rejected by our President on the spot, asking my friend/colleague to exercise and change her bra... I am not exaggerating here but what I type here is true. One incident happened yesterday which makes me really think that she is not going to be a good manager. I got my pay cheque on Tuesday so I bank it in evening and should get my pay yesterday. To my horror, I didnt receive any money at all so I call the bank up and they tell me that the cheque was returned and bou...