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March 2024

Have the sudden urge in wanting to write an entry with my new nuphy60 keyboard. It just makes you feel so damn clever when typing away. The tik tik tiak tiak sound from the keys truly makes you look more clever. Just looks... Well, I have completed one travel with my friend and went Sydney, drove up to Brisbane. We did stopovers at Port Stephen, Port Macquarie, Coff Harbour, Byron Bay, Gold Coast and then to fly out in Brisbane. The whole trip took us about 12 days. For those who chanced upon this blog, I would suggest to only  drive when you are travelling out  of Sydney. The parking and tolls are insanely expensive than our carparks (exclude MBS lah hor) and ERP. Got another upcoming trip and it would be my last trip. Why is it a last trip? Well, I have been accepted (verbally only, waiting for the black and white) to study Masters in Social Work with SUSS. School is gonna start in July 2024 and honestly, I doubt I will have the time to go for long distance travels. Its gonna take 2
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Ending 2023 with no bangs (but I got fringe)

 I have been trying to keep my blog alive, at least for myself and not for readers (not as though I got readers). The first half of 2023 was a hell ride. I think the only good thing that has happened during the first half of the year was my 3 weeks of Europe trip. I was asked to reflect the issues that has happened way back in 2022 during my 3 weeks trip. Of course, travelling alone, I had lots of time to myself in reflecting the matter. It took me till near end of this year to come to realisation. Well, better late than never! I was in a relationship for a brief period and I am glad that has ended. Though I did not wish to be in that situation, however, I cannot have any control and it is very unfortunate that it happened. Its probably quite clear to me that I would prefer to stay single and just be by myself. Second half of 2023 consist of more excitement, with my sprained ankle, I did not do the Mount Kinabalu climb however it was a good trip for me, to explore Sabah abit and I have
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Emptied 2022, New 2023

 Time now is 1.48am. Just out of the blue, I recalled I have a blog. I thought I have done an entry in 2022 but .... Well, 2022 has been a horrible year. I don't need to pen it down to remember this 2022. My first HR inquiry done in my whole entire 10 years of work life. I had alot of anger at the beginning but with support from very close friends I deemed, I am trying to let it go. I do not think I will ever forgive nor forget. But honestly, whatever that has happened in 2022 was one of the greatest lesson given to me, although not the worst though but yes, it can be like my top 5 lessons learnt. 2022 has also given me plenty of opportunities not just at work, but building relationships with friends that I deemed worth the effort and time and in return, indeed, relationships turned better. I truly appreciate to these friends who has appeared in my life, making my life so interesting. Well, 2023, I have done my travelling. Finally get away for a 3 weeks long trip to Eastern Europe.
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Growth

Decided to pen this down and not wanting to forget what I have processed about my growth over the years. Had these thoughts processes happened while I was deleting some photos in my Google Drive and I cant help but had my mini reminiscent therapy by looking at those old photos. Some of my friends are aware that I am currently under weight control/weight loss program. I signed up for 24 sessions of gym and has been on training since 4 April 2021 till end Sept 2021. The weight loss was significant to me that to those who have not seen me for quite some time, I am pretty sure you would be able to spot the difference. Now, the growth I am talking about is not weight. Well, those photos did reflect the times where I was not so fat till I was really damn fat (84.7kg). I am 75kg now, hovering between 75 to 76kg, which it has already made me feel good. The growth I am talking about are more of the changes I see in myself. I felt that: - I have grow some wisdom. I think I was not so clever last
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2021!

 First entry for 2021, done using my new purchased gaming laptop. Hahaha, my first gaming laptop in my life! Well, 2020 was a year filled with surprises, sadness, frustration and anger; mainly due to COVID19, relationships soured and worsen. 2020 did not end in big bang but instead, ended with many ponders and uncertainties about the future. Come 2021, now March, with April on its way, time passes indeed really fast. This year will remain as a challenge to move forward. I hope for 2021, I will have interpersonal growth, more particularly on management on conflicts at work. Ok, I am definitely excited getting this new laptop. Tata guys! I probably will update here more often!
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Heartache song

 Looping 刻在我心底的名字 song now. Its damn heart wrenching; the tunes, the lyrics, the tempo... Did you guys have a good 2020? Its November, and December will be coming in a blink.  This year has been quite down and low. With not just COVID19, a friend who lied, I recently get to know from my ex-patient's mum that she has passed away. I have seen many death during my course of work and the impactful ones that I remembered till now are Mdm G and Ms SZ. Their death were impactful to me because it made me reflect about their lives (to my limited understanding), and I know they were fighting in living a life. I know they were contented with what they had. I know they were also lonely and yet not lonely in their lives. It made me reflect very deeply for these past few days about my life. 我们真的应该好好学着活着，充实自己，做自己喜欢的事，花时间在 closely connected 朋友上，不然，一眨眼，晃一晃，几十年就不见了。 Take care readers.
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Disappointment

Totally forgotten I can ventilate here via my blog. 只想说，被欺骗的感觉是不好受的，尤其是一位你认为能真的成为你好友一生的六年朋友。 自从三月起，陆陆续续其实就知道这位前朋友犯了 circuit breaker 的法律. 好心劝阻反而被觉得是在念她。也就在三月我们吵了一次。 想问，为何一位我认同也觉得聪明的朋友当要9有一个男朋友就反而变笨了?一个32岁，男的21岁。是因为男生年纪小，女方的想法需要变笨吗? 我真的恨朋友对我撒谎。我非常讨厌被骗。谎，是没有分好或不好的谎。谎言就是谎言。 这次，我反而没哭因为她真的做错了，可是她那理直气壮的态度令人作恶。 I really took her as a close friend and for a 21 year old, if she think it's worth losing me as friend, she is not worth keeping as a friend.
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