Growth
Decided to pen this down and not wanting to forget what I have processed about my growth over the years. Had these thoughts processes happened while I was deleting some photos in my Google Drive and I cant help but had my mini reminiscent therapy by looking at those old photos.
Some of my friends are aware that I am currently under weight control/weight loss program. I signed up for 24 sessions of gym and has been on training since 4 April 2021 till end Sept 2021. The weight loss was significant to me that to those who have not seen me for quite some time, I am pretty sure you would be able to spot the difference.
Now, the growth I am talking about is not weight. Well, those photos did reflect the times where I was not so fat till I was really damn fat (84.7kg). I am 75kg now, hovering between 75 to 76kg, which it has already made me feel good. The growth I am talking about are more of the changes I see in myself.
I felt that:
- I have grow some wisdom. I think I was not so clever last time, just street smart (haha!) but looking at now, I guessed the experiences that I have undergone has made me a better person, with clearer goals and knowing what I want to do.
- I have set goals further and these goals are achievable. Of course, of these goals, there are those goals that are materialistic and non-materialistic. For example, I have bought a car of my own in 2020. Thats materialistic. The non-materialistic would be me signing up for my masters class. Finally I am moving my ass to get my masters but thats also because I know I need a masters to achieve some of the goals I have set for myself. Hopefully its gonna be a smooth ride.
- Noticed that some friends come and left. Makes me realised, I am actually glad that they leave because I can really use my time well to spend on those friends thats worthy and really here to stay. After a few friends left, I managed to have time to make new friends. I am not talking about the dating platform app that I have been using ah. Thats for me to try and see if I can expand my social circle but I made new friends at work, where we understood each other better after a few episodes of closer time spent together.
- Growing at work can be fun and stress. I am pushing my limits. So far so good. Hopefully I will continue to do well and do better.
Amazingly, I am still keeping this blog alive. Hahah! Those of you who read my blog, leave a note!
I want to end with a quote which describes alittle bit of my previous months happenings and alittle bit of what I hope for coming months.
“Peace comes from within. Do not seek it without.”
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