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空气中的气味, 熟悉的罗厘引擎声, 老人的背景, 来来往往的人, 吹着的自然风。这些都让我回味和钩起好多的回意。空气的味道就让我回想起懒洋洋的童年下午。我会在我婆婆家, 睡着午觉, 起来时就会有每个傍晚电视播的 Wheel of Fortune, 然后就会有婆婆煮的晚餐, 包含了鱼, 菜, 肉和汤。熟悉的罗厘引擎声是在我常要入眠或是睡得快醒时都会常听到的。会听到这些是因为婆婆住在二楼,然后我所睡的地方不是客厅就是房间。而这两个地方都面对着超繁忙的马路,所以自然的就会听到这些我们常说的 '喳音'。 I want to go back to the past.

Oh yeah, I have tonnes of resolutions for the coming year. That will be getting rid of my blardy fats, get my car license (I presume I shld be alittle debt free), find a new job that is able to tie in with my 6 months of attachment and travel again!! Ohhhhh, not very excited about the coming year because it simply means I am getting older, and parents are getting older too. Work hasnt been that bad recently.. Like I said earlier, all I need is time to learn. Of course, as and when I still do get "warnings" which I do find those warnings ridiculous. I find it no meaning at all. In any workplace, it is good to practice give and take. Never to always take from us but never give anything back. Its a very reality thingy. You demand something and take from us, we do expect a return, any form of return. So practising give and take is good and in a workplace, we shldnt be that calculative. It just gets on my nerves whenever people are calculative and are demanding. Anyways, the fr...

I had this weird feeling ever since I come back from Taiwan. I feel that my life has been missing something. Its hard to explain it using words or even by verbal. I just sense that prolly the thoughts I had in Taiwan will come true. After I came back, I also realise that the life here are so fast pace. A week of life in slow pace mode, all I see in Taiwan was enjoyment in their work and life. I realised I complain alot on how bad my jobs are previously (on all the jobs I am in). I mean, everyone do confirm 101% complained but what I saw in Taiwan was a different story. A 'welcome' from the staff in 7-11 is so uncommon in Singapore, whereas in Taiwan, it is so common and it seems like a must to do it. People are friendly and helpful, in fact, too friendly and I was taken aback. I love the weather, people, places, sights, things, food, shops, streets... Give me a year more, once I graduate, I will seriously take a month's break to enjoy life. Have been rushing too much in my ...

Yeah, after a super long awaited 3 years, I went to a 7 days 6 nights trip to Taiwan, Taipei. Know a new friend there. The place is freaking awesome! Took alot of pictures but am damm lazy to load it up here. Went to Jiu Fen, Ye Liu, Tan Shui, Shilin, Ximending, Maokong Gondola, CKS Memorial Hall and some other nitty gritty places. Taiwan is really an awesome place to be in, and also stay in. People there are fantastic! They serve with great smile, Q to enter the train/MRT/highrail, are super friendly, have a relaxing life and not in rush, food are great to the max! I am actually tempted to go over to Taiwan and stay. Seriously, it is so damm different from Singapore. Holiday time always passes so fast. Last week of today, I was, or prolly I should say, I went Tan Shui and had the best time there. Beer, massage, food, shop, sight seeing... Fantastic! Will go back again next year with mum. Can see that she also wanna visit there. I was looking into the calender of this year's Dec bu...

Bought my DSLR!! And I have name it as Poldy.. Anyways, just to nag here alittle.. Quite a few things happened in this month. First is my extraction of tooth, and then I got shocked by someone who asked me or I would say, question me if I still wanna stay in my current workplace. Yeah I know its a duhhh question and it seems like I am be doubt on whether I can do my job properly or not. Thats why the only thing I am looking forward now is to graduate and become a social worker. Life is of course getting better. With better pay, lousy working hours, I do not get to meet up my friends that often. Few days ago I had a meet up and the session was not that good to me. I seriously dunno or prolly I should say, I am not in their path anymore.. I guess they were talking about getting pregnant or keeping fit now in preparation to get pregnant. Whereas me, still single, do feel left out. The topic is so different.. Thats why, I dont feel like attending weddings now because the topic w...

Was surfing around in my facebook, looking at some profiles ( I wont name whose I have look at), I just realise everyone is in pairs. Am I starting to mind that I am not in a pair? Nope, I am seriously fine with been single for the rest of my life (because I have seen how and what my father did), but I do mind alot if the friends are able to give me time, not little time, but quality and quantity time. As I grow older, at the current age of 25, I know what are the wants I want to have in my life. Is it wrong or do I have a wrong/different mindset about sharing? To be frank, I hate sharing. Sharing of knowledge is of course ok. What I meant here is sharing of wealth, finance or anything that is related to money. Like for instance, just moments ago, my dad ask if I have $300, I did not even consider or think through or ask why do he need that amount, my reply to him was NO, I do not have $300. I hate the fact that I do not know where my money goes to if I were to give it to him. This is...

Yes, I feel like shutting myself up. Life is miserable where your so call best friends are having no time for you and even if they have, what we do are simple dinner. Cant I have friends that I can go out and play with, go travel together, have WHOLE DAY TO MYSELF and enjoy. I am so sick and tired of really meeting one by one. All got husband or boyfriends. I ask myself, where do I stand in my friend's life. Friend, is it just a touch and go? I envy those who have friends. I wonder HOW THE HELL they have time for others, not me. Worst, my current job are in shift basis. I am not childish because I SERIOUSLY do need friends to give me their time, and not just simple dinner. I need one whole day, a whole day relaxation.. At last, my long awaited holiday (since 2008) has been here. I am going to Taiwan this Sept with a poly friend. U see, thats how pathetic it is. Why cant I have bunch of friends to go overseas with? Its like stages of life. First stage, you rely on friends. Second...